lïang ge rën - guö ping chäo

bloggiee? surprise to see me back barhhs.moi com suddenly sot sot can use back lerrs. hMmMMmMms. o`s coming in 2 weeks time lerr. until now i majiam anithing oso haben prepare. i realli hen hai pa lorrs` somemore familiee problem so maniee. i realli tou da siass` hai`z i realli nort able to calm moi heart and concentrate. shui lai gao shu wo·zen me ban?!

i just realise that. relationship ishh something realli beri qi miao lorrs` it`s like when u fang shou. den when someone ishh gone`z. after u went through relationship after relationship. u will realise hu u realli nid + miss. this all applies to me lors` it`s like ...hmmms. onli when u let go. den u will huai nian`z this type of feelings real suxx lorrs. i d0wan ! i d0wan ! just wanna let pple outside knw. [treasure ur love ones. and love them wibe 100% of ur heart lorrs.]

                                                                 for me. i promised. i will be one lerrs. cos i dowan to habe tht kind of feelings bck lerrs. it`s terrible. fer the time being. o`s come first. [ dee jia you! ]

jacky cheung - still in love with you

bloggiee` hahas. me at joanne house. wo0 ho0s. take back ss/geo/maths. hur hur. expected de. all fail. so disappointed. especially humanities. realli did tried to studiee. in the end? still fail~ hai`z

wahhhs. realli beri long time nope blog ler. miss yahh siass. btw. me and [jie] tht dae ok0k lerrs. tht time i send him one good nite msg. he first time reply back siass. hahas! so happie so caring. den he cor. lalalaa` den tok tok nohhs. till quite late. happiee happiee! hoh0s. den i come to knw tht maybe we so far cos i habe studiees. den he habe said. after moi studiee bring me out play dee. don forget ur promise ler k! lalalaa`- for tht nite. hen kai xin. but oso confused. . .

actualli. i donno wad to do lehhs. [jie] ish always so busy and sometimes we nv even contact. are we still stead? am i free? can i like other pple? i realli donno lorrs. if another guy suddenli appeared. den he ishh someone hu ishh always there fer ya de. omg. he ishh so go0d. but. . . . . . nvm`z let everythings. shun qi zi ran barhhs.

                                            [ [ [ [ wo bu shi chun xin pian ni de ] ] ] ]

                                        zai wo xu yao ni de shi hou · ni bu zai

                                                                                         wo xï huan nï vs wö ai ni

gareth gates : sae it isn`t so

heys heys~ bloggiee! i come to blog agains lerr. wahhhs. come to think of it. realli beri long since i last came barhhs? hahas` a lort a lort things happen lorrs. realli a lot a lot.

hMmmms. to start wibee. prelims overr. although happiee can relieve a whilee. but it oso symbolises tht o` ishh coming so0n! ! hMmMmms. another thing ishh me de familiee matter. bcos uncle de [cancer] kip deteriote each daee. whole famile kip fan nao` den all in bad mo0d siass. jiu kip gibe attitude. wahhh lieww. sux lehhs. hai`z i knw uncle de sickness won recover lerr. zen me ban` come to think of it jiu xin tong. even doc give him up ler. now ishh prayed he live longer lerr. realli a [race against time]? unclee: qing ni bu yao li kai zhe me kuai li kai zhe ge shi jie. a lort pple still nidd u. moi cousins moi aunt. everyone lorrs! all will missed u de. hai`z

other thing tht ish bothering me ishh moi relationship wibe [jie] hai`z we started our storiee on 23o9o4. haha`s to mention how we tog. ishh beri cutee lorrs.l0ls.=x so memorable. but yest. o11o. i sent a 5 pg sms to tell him how i feel. but he nv even reply or cor back. shuan lerrs. since he treat it as nothing. jiu shuan lerr lorrs. bloggiee. have moi fairiee tale ended. i since beginning jiu noe we in two different world lerr. he slp de time ishh me wake up go schh. i slp de time.. ishh he at nite go out chiong+gatherin wibe fren. if i nv manage to find time go find him. i don even think we will meet l0rs. [jie] wo qi shi hen xiang hao hao ai ni. ke shi.. one partiee gibe in ishhh nope use de lorrs. yen bing once said. if i realli want to enter his world. must gibe up a lort de. haha` dearz arhhs. i tried dao hen xing ku. if u realli arent prepared. tell me lorrs. think fer time being. . . don wan think too much over relationship barhhs. ke shi. .  fer the times i am wibe u. wo zhen de ai ni. and thanks fer all the promises u gave me. even though i knw it may be fake. . but thanks bc0s u bother to bluff me? l0ls.=x true or nort. ans. lies in ur heart.=]

yï ju hua yï zhi mei yöu gao shu guo nï                   [ [ [ wën jie · wo ai nï ] ] ]

hai`z am i takin relationship to0 lightli? but i realli wan hao hao ai de. onli tht the right guy haben come yet. two situation ishh totalli same lors! hai`z issit so diffcult to find someone hu will always be there fer u when u nid him? so diffcult to habe someone u love always by ur side? ? ? [zhen de hao nän] [zhen ai nän xun]

bloggiee!! one more thing. i hate kpo kiass. ka0s.if i knw the person kip come kpo agains. i w0n let her off de lorss. farks lehhs. act innocent. act si wen. act go0d. act kias! pui~ i hate u!!!i will nv trust/ believe u agains lerrs!

zhao jiu zhï dao wo mën bu töng shï jie

                                                                   dän pian pian xïang chäng shï

                                                                                             yïng wei wo bü xiang xin mïng yun

kë shi · xian shï zong shi täi chan rën

                                                          wö zhi hao zäi ci fäng shöu

                      b.a.d- [ wö de cüo ]

heys heys~ now ishh amost 12am lerrs. it`s 19o9. so0nle0ng de b`daee. hoh0s. wahhs. time fliess. see him one year older lerrs. wishh him habe a happiee and memorable birthdae barhhs.

hmmms. bloggiee. todae me yuan ben go bbq de lehhs. haiz` den mummiee don lett larhhs. but den later comee home find out that bc0s she sickk lerrs. must take care of herr marhhs. nvm larhhs~ be one time go0d ger don go nohhs. l0lx. but should habbe miss out quite a  lort of fun? but todaee ishh realli a beri super tired daee ehhhs. like yest. like tht. yesterdae went to [tm] wibee anne. we realli beri bo liao lehhs. after moi tution. we meet at 6+ marhhs. yuan ben decide go orchard walk walk dee. but farecard no moniee. cannort huan you shi jie~ go aniwhere we like. den take 168 go tampanis mall nohhs. hahas. habe quite a lort of fun wibe anne. cock a lort. den play wibe fonee. l0ls. first time horss. play camera fone play till so fun siass. l0ls. around beri late cai reachh home. tht`s whiieee laziee come blogg lerrs.

anne: [ yahh make me happiee and satisfied in moi lifee. thanks fer being such a greatt frenn ]

todae larhhs. 7+ jiu wake up earli in the morning to go fer ge0. remedial. after tht me.anne and ying jiu habe to hurry to tution centre fer chemistry.. wahhhs. todae ishh realli a studiee daee fer me siass. after that yi reachh home jiu faster piang go tm. take thinggs~ =x so ma fan siass. den habe to come back to woodlands alone.=[ cos anne go separate ways marhhs. she went to zf`s de bbq lerr. l0lx. btw.wishh zf a happiee earliee bdae to0. hope yahh like it the voicemail as a bdae song fer yahhs.=x den horrs. i immediateli jiu went to yew tee fer the next tution..arhhhs~ lei si wo lerrr. actualli nope go bbq ye haoo. can slpp like pigg! l0ls.=x

haoo lerr larhhs. i wan go send b`dae msgg lerrr. bloggiee i love yahh lotts. cos you qing ren zhong cheng juan shuu. mUaCks`- häo ai ni

häppiee bdae jïan hong`     söon leöng  `  zhëng fü [sheng ri kuäi lërr]

heys heys bloggiee` wo laii lerrs. hahas. one daee neber come blog. miss me? hoh0s. bu shi gu yi de narhhs. bcos yest. habe late tuition near schh there den went to eat mac wibe les at admiralty and we walked to interchange den i take bus come home. by the time reach home jiu beri late lerrs. sorriee sorriee~ hees.

wahhhs. guess wad me wearing now? i wearing one shirt + one jacket + one blanket! l0ls. kua zhang horss. i still cold lehhs. c0s. todaee rain beri big. den i pi yang. walked to bustop wibe ying and i played rain larhhs. den somemore come home lerr. den laziee bathh. jiu yi zhi drag dao beri late cai pomm~ denn see nohhs. now jiu catch a coldd lerrrs. hahass` but feel so go0d. cos tml maybe no need go schh? l0ls.

aiiyyeerrrs. now msn left anne looss. so0n leong nort here. think he went to slp lerr? jiu less one person tork to mee lerr.=x so boredd` hMmmms. bloggiee arhhs. i todae quarrel wibee an. dowan mention wad happen lerr larhhs. i bthhh jiu dui lerrs` den conclusion ishh i don thinkk we can continue be [ frens ] nohhhs. shuo wei de [ frens ] i be dao beri xing kuu` den i chose tht we end up being strangers ishh the best solution fer me and him nohhs. = D

happiee. at least i nope so muchh budden lerr. bloggiee. dee wan make one promise agains. left 1 more week + lerr. i`m goin to studdiee frm now on lerrs. ishh studdiee harrdd! heees. wishh mee go0d luckk kays? but i hope frens pei me studiee lehhs. ar bo i everytime al0ne. i will bo xim dee. ^^

erms. hao lerr barhhs. i stop here lerrs. bloggiee arhhs. i fall in lobee wibe one guyy ehhs. wanna noe hu? mi mi~ l0ls. lalalaa` later he goin to meet me in lala` land lerrs.l0lx. hopee to see him so0n. =x [xiang ni ohh]

i go chatt in msnn lerr worrs. bloggiee. if i realli concentrate in studiees. sorrie if i neglect u kays? todae oso put moi heart in decorating u mei mei ler~ habe happiee? got new clothes and patterns to wear lehhs. hao lerr larhhs. zhu dee cheng gong kkayys? miss yahhs. lovee yahhs. muaCks` (+^_________^+)